brokenpurplecrayon

i seem to have recovered from my ambien experience last night. (thank you, for being concerned about my rambling!!) i vaguely remember typing but was convinced that most of it was simply a dream. i have to admit, i’m far more coherent and eloquent than i’d imagine when stoned.
today was a [...]

everything is swirly colors fluid faces and they fight/clash and the music starts louder. eggshell breathing swirling plaster breathing soft powdery time
just take a picture, slash, fireball defense…
the blue returns. movement and dance in pairs rhyming moving past form and function into a partnership a mesh of form. fluid. green pink balls fly as she [...]

sweetie made me go out and get dessert. now i think i’ll throw up from all the sweet i ate! lol - it’s a much better feeling than nausea from anxiety/upset feelings!!
i also have an icecream cough now. yesh. it is good.

today is a stressful day.
last night my aunt told me my grandmother has lung cancer again. it’s the size of a golfball and they don’t believe she will do well with an operation. we’ve gone through this scare once before and she pulled through. she’s been going to monthly “cancer visits” [...]

evil evil and his text-messaging maddness without the satisfaction of a return message! thank you for the text happiness!
staff meeting today - some interesting information about exactly what the money that foster parents get is supposed to go towards. we received a breakdown of exact dollar amounts and everything. [...]