i won’t find out about the job until next week.
**STRESS**
the thought enters my mind that i might not get the position. i’ve never not gotten the position.
(*% good thoughts please! %*)

*fingers crossed*

April 29th, 2003

5:30 came and went with no phone call today.
he always calls between 5:00 and 5:30 pm.
here’s hoping tomorrow will bring news of a new job.
edit: my stress rash seems to have dissipated for the time being.

for the love of family

April 29th, 2003

talking about having issues with family members… i said (good naturedly) to my mom on the phone:
me: you’ve had issues wth me since the day i was born. (referring to the fact that i was born 6 weeks early)
mom: no, my issues with you started the day you learned to talk.

words and thoughts

April 29th, 2003

i’ve seen this idea on a number of other userinfo pages/journals. call it a plea for kind words or personal feedback, call it being a sheep, call it a pathetic attempt to focus something else…
write a bio for/about me.
i’ll put them, with appropriate credit, in my userinfo.
on a side note, (and i realize i [...]

migraine.
screaming.
banging.
panting dog.
thunder.
stress rash.
i called the interviewer back - i had more answers to his questions. i know that can be construed as pushy, but damnit, i want … NEED this job!!!