feeling better today. sweetie & i talked a long time… i push people away when i really need them close. i did that yesterday. ended up just punishing myself.
sweetie’s making pancakes. yes, pancakes at 7pm… it was an ‘exerting’ day…
lazy day
April 29th, 2001
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April 28th, 2001
ever have those days where you miss what you never really had? sweetie & i were talking about our families today. i really don’t have the whole mom, dad, brothers & sisters & thing going on. sure i have all of those, but i left when i was 16.
my family is not [...]
my turn… thanks mareberry & mephistopheles…
April 27th, 2001
I see - all the little things that most people miss… and i smile.
I find - something amazing everyday
I want - to win the lottery… but i need to buy a ticket
I have - happiness
I wish -people could be kinder all around
I love - oh so much!
I hate - really nothing… i dislike things, but [...]
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April 25th, 2001
not a lot to talk about today….
blech.
migraine
April 23rd, 2001
had it… took zomig… bye bye headache (hello nightmares)…..
no more headache
watched weakest link again. damn. wait, let me say damn again. watching ally mcbeal… dying of laughter.